Felt like writing/venting

Haven't done this in a while. Where to begin? I don't know...



Work...Work...Work...that's all I do really. Work and video games/tv/movies when I'm not at work with the ocassional appearance at a bar or a party. That's my life. I'm grateful I have a job. I really like having money. It feels good to be rewarded after all the hard work I do. And if you think I don't have a tough job, you're absolutely incorrect. It's not rough physically, but mentally it wears on me. Very stressful at times. For instance, having to talk to a family after they've just lost someone about if they have a funeral home in mind, or if they're in the ER and are in critical conditon I get to ask these people for their information and register them. Lovely. That's just a couple of the stressful things about my job. I'm not saying it's toughest job in the world. Everyone's job causes stress. I don't know what I'm saying actually. It's just wearin' on my mind right now.



Sidebar-I really want a dog, but my Dad still won't let me have one in the apartment building for a few stupid reasons. One, he's the owner of the building and has told tennants no pets allowed. Well, you're the owner dad, you can have a pet and still tell others they can't. Another reason, one of the tennants who lives on the 2nd floor is allergic to dogs. Well, he lives on the 2nd floor and would never be in any contact with the dog, nor would he ever be near it, so problem solved. There's just something about dogs that I love. They're so playful, cheerful and innocent.



I don't really have much of a social life anymore. Work takes up a lot of my time and because I never really have a set schedule it's difficult to make any plans. The only thing guranteed about my schedule is that I work every other weekend. But even sometimes we get an extra weekend off which gives us 3 weekends off in a row, but causes me work Monday-Friday in between those weekends. And we only get our schedule two weeks at a time, which also sucks and makes it even harder to make plans. Other than that reason, I really am never in the mood to go out much anymore. Don't get me wrong, it's not like I sit at home every day I'm off and do nothing. I do go out, but honestly half the time I'm off I'd rather just sit inside and relax and mentally recharge. Sometimes I just want to be alone. Sometimes I just want to play video games, or watch tv/movies.



I feel better now.



-Bob-

PS-I actually wrote this September 13, 2010 @ 5:06 pm on my facebook.